Happy Birthday Junior

Well, i can hardly believe it, but today marks 2 YEARS!! 2 years since our little boy was born...2 years since our little boy passed away....2 years since our lives changed forever. Just like last year i really didn't know how i was going to feel today. i think it was a blessing that i ended up being super busy all day. i didn't have time to sit around and think about things too much or get too emotional. being pregnant and all this year, i figured i would be a blubbering mess...but i have held it together pretty well. thanks to all of those who have sent sweet messages and to my mom who brought over flowers, which always makes me feel special. i have to say that i don't think i will ever "be over it" but i am definitely learning how to deal and get through it. there are still rough days when i miss my little guy, but i have been so blessed with a great husband and Blaine who is just so perfect, that i really can't complain too much. we know Junior is up in heaven watching over us and protecting us...and we sure hope he's keeping a extra special eye out for HIS little brother who is on the way. Junior, you will never be forgotten....just missed! We love you so much and we look forward to the day we will get to be with you again!

Blaine decided to make a birthday card for Junior all on his own! he did the entire thing ALL BY HIMSELF! it was the sweetest, purest and most precious thing ever!after the cemetery, we went out to B.J.s to help lift our spirits...so yummy!then we topped it off with cupcakes! today really was a special day. again...we sure miss you Junior, but love you soooo much!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNIOR!!!